Hi! It’s me! Lily!
I’m tired. I mean, I’m really tired.
I love Liz, and Beth, and Sabby, and Dave, and everyone, but sometimes it feels I’m just in a whirlwind of people being people and I’m just kind of along for the ride. Sabby’s got her issues, now Liz and her parents have their issues, and now Beth. I’m just sixteen.
Beth is a little upset and a little jealous. On the one hand, I really don’t blame her! Not at all! She’s not really upset at me, but she’s upset anyway. And while she’s my sister and I love her, I just can’t bring myself to try to resolve this one. She’ll get over it or she won’t, but what am I to do, really? I’m tired of making peace with everyone, especially for things I didn’t do.
I do miss her, though.
I found out that Liz and her parents are going to Disney World. Over in Florida. They’d considered Disneyland but they’re kind of being really sticklers about masks and vaccines and quarantines over in California right now, and no one feels like dealing with the hassle. I’ve never been to Disney World! I’ve never even been out of state! I hear it’s really fun there! More for children, but I never got to be a child, so… maybe? I don’t know. We’re going to stay in a nice hotel and go to the beach and all of the fun things people do at Disney World! It’ll be a nice memory and I get to know Liz’s parents a bit better, so… win win?
I can’t help but feel a sense of… I don’t know. Something unresolved. I don’t know why. It’s not really bad, not an omen or anything, but I’m not used to this kind of feeling, and it makes me uncomfortable.
Anyway, gotta go! I have schoolwork to do before bed. Love you all!!! ❤️