Hi! It’s me! Lily!
I don’t want to write tonight. Not anything. Not even a little. I guess Sabby thinks it’s still worth doing, so tomorrow another family is going to come over for dinner and see if their daughter will be a good friend for Beth. I’m not going to say what I think will happen. I just hope we don’t end up with another Little Miss Priss.
And then Saturday afternoon, after work, my birth mother comes to see me.
I can’t talk to Sabby. I’ve come to rely on her so much but this is a topic that I don’t think I can talk about with her. She’s too sensitive. I don’t have anyone to talk to. Not anyone who understands.
I… I don’t want to write tonight. I don’t want to do anything tonight. I don’t even want chocolate. Goodnight.