Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

I don’t want to write tonight.  Not anything.  Not even a little.  I guess Sabby thinks it’s still worth doing, so tomorrow another family is going to come over for dinner and see if their daughter will be a good friend for Beth.  I’m not going to say what I think will happen.  I just hope we don’t end up with another Little Miss Priss.

And then Saturday afternoon, after work, my birth mother comes to see me.

I can’t talk to Sabby.  I’ve come to rely on her so much but this is a topic that I don’t think I can talk about with her.  She’s too sensitive.  I don’t have anyone to talk to.  Not anyone who understands.

I…  I don’t want to write tonight.  I don’t want to do anything tonight.  I don’t even want chocolate.  Goodnight.