Hi! It’s me! Lily!
My birth father is in Dallas right now. He’s going to drive down here tomorrow and we’re going to have dinner.
Sabby doesn’t want Beth and David here, so they’re going to go over to Diana’s house, and have dinner there. Diana’s going to make her famous tacos, so David’s not complaining too much.
I think I can see why. It’s probably wise.
Emiko was one thing. She knew about me. I mean, of course she did, but still, she did. He’s.. ummm… I was a complete surprise. Well, you know the story. But I don’t know what’s going to happen. I mean, what if he’s a terrible racist and doesn’t like Sabby? He lives in California, but still. What if… all sorts of what ifs. I’m nervous and worried.
I guess at least he wants to see me, so there’s that.
What am I going to say to him? I guess I’ll play it by ear.
What a week of highs and lows. Seriously.
On the bright side… or the dark and gloomy side.. it rained today!!! It was cool and cloudy and rainy! YAAAYY!!!